Dear
summer, I miss you dearly. I miss everything about you!! All I want is to wear
shorts, tanks, and cute little sandals. I want visit the lakefront and walk
hand in hand with my guy. I want to have barbeques and enjoy the night breeze.
I want to ride with my car windows down, blasting my music, listening to the
summer’s greatest hits.
Dear love,
I’m honestly afraid of you!!! I’m afraid to love after being hurt so many times
before… It’s hard to open your heart up to someone; knowing the possibility of
getting hurt once again. But at the same time it’s hard not to fall in love
when you have an absolutely amazing guy by your side. Sometimes I feel like I’m
in between a rock in a hard place. But for now I’m deciding not to put my all
into this relationship that I adore so much. I know it sounds as if I’m running
from love but truthfully I’m not…. I’m choosing to take my time with him,
although this is easier said than done. However, if he’s the guy that I think
he is, he’s going to be around for a long time. So why am I rushing us into a long term
relationship that will inevitably come?? I’m not sure that this is the guy
God wants for me but I’m praying that he has him in his plans. So I'm going to fall back because I've made the
mistake of rushing previous relationships. But I don’t want to rush this
time. I want us to naturally grow together and build a solid foundation. I want
us to continue being honest with one another. I want us continue learning each
others personality. I want us to maybe one day make a commitment towards one
another out of love. So love find me when you’re ready, I’ll be around
patiently awaiting your arrival.
Dear
Britters, hey bestie!! I’m glad that you feel I’ve been a great sister. I’m also
glad that you feel like I’ve been distracting you from the craziness you call
your life lol. I never know what to say but I try to be that person you can always
go to when you’re feeling down, sad, or you just want a second to be distracted
from your everyday issues. I can never understand your life or what you are
going through so why say that cliche “I know exactly how you feel.” I also don’t
want to offer advice because I’m not in your situation. But I always want to
offer a listening ear, a shoulder, a weird story here and there, and of course
bunches of love.
P.S. South
Beach awaits us next summer NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!!!!
Dear
Mommy, I love you with all my heart!!! I just wish you would slow down just a
tad and take better care of yourself. I understand you had to make major life
changes in the last few years because you’ve been sick but you have to do more.
You must try to keep your blood pressure down because I don’t know what I would
do if you had another stoke. I know that was selfish of me to say but I love
you too much and I need you around; happy and healthy. I could honestly write
pages and pages but I’m going to keep this short I love you very much I just
want you to simply take care of yourself.
Dear
Samsung Galaxy 4, I can’t wait to meet you and have you in my possession. I’ll
promise to keep you safe by getting you a screen protector, phone case, and
insurance if you promise not to try and commit suicide by falling out of my
hand, car, couch, table, down the stairs, or in some water.